The Shine was OFF without a word

It happened yesterday and ended 3 months later.

We both just like the same
A perfect harmony
You gave a thing
Feeling that couldnt go easily
Even in my confusedness.

I liked you
But i dont know now.

I wanna ask
Whether with this arrogancy
To make you know
I always there
Waiting
Gently...


bye 2008 and welcome for this the hardest year..

A super great lyric

Sumpaaaaah ! I do as a girl (not yet a woman) want it someday. Thanks Mrs. Jay-Z!

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girlsI’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

Future starts now

Ada satu kebiasaan dongo klo keluarga gw belanja bulanan. Mungkin lebih bisa disebut two-weekly grocery shooping. I named myself as a calculator girl. HAHAHA temen-temen gw juga udh ngerti banget. One reason to become an economist one :)
Tapi klo menurut gw sih karena disebabkan gw jarang minta uang sama orang tua buat pergi-pergi. Jadi gw hematttt & perhitungan. Itu ga gw laksanain kemaren, akibatnya duit tinggal 8rb saja! Padahal pergi aja belum...

Every two-weekly grocery shooping, i have two option about snacks. The sweet way or salty way. But oftenly the salty way. Klo bagian ini, gw biasanya beli pasta dan keju! Those are must. And ussualy request from some of my friend to cooking pasta. Lalu dibawa sebagai bekal. All of them are my trully costumer in the future.

The other side, the sweet way, biasanya gw cuma beli manisan mangga biskuit permen-permen. And i waste it myself! But i rather to share it with people around. Insya Allah kesampean nanti gw bisa punya bistro yang ciaaamik tapi ga mahal. Oh i forget to tell you about popcorn in my salty way, but it just sometimes if i have a mood. HAHA btw i'm starving now,so i'll make pasta as my breakfast. See yaaa!!
Hope i can share it with you xxox

S-O-K

Larrrr says:
nang besok ntn yuk
anang says:
nonton apa dimana?
Larrrr says:
kita ngedate
anang says:
hahahaha
Larrrr says:
ih gamau?
anang says:
mau dong
anang says:
hahah

(gw punya temen anak-anak anwar & mereka membuka wawasan)

A REAL hero

Bu Ai Sumiarsih

Ibu ga ngajarin kalian untuk licik tapi cerdik. terkadang itu lebih menguntungkan buat kalian :)

Inget solat. Mulai malam ini dimulai yaa solat malam-nya. ----> maaf bu belum dilaksanain!

Pikirkan orang tua kalian yang udah kerja keras banting tulang.

Ibu klo dikatain mungkin cepet lupanya, tapi klo kalian ga jujur, Ibu inget terus sampe kalian udh lulus pun! @#$%^ & $%^#@* ----> so last year

Dia sering marah kalo kita salah, dan itu benar. Dia tahu penempatan setiap masalah. Dia membawa kita maju ke depan bukan melihat ke belakang :) what a real herooooo. and she should get the best to her life. Lihat deh tuh kue ulang tahunnya sampe ada dua, tiramisu and blueberry. then all science class celebrate it! Beliau merayakan hari itu dengan berpuasa. Jarang ada guru begini dalam kamus hidup gw. dan gw selalu berusaha untuk bisa matematika.

Smile for it

I always knew I was going to be rich. I don't think I ever doubted it for a minute.
Warren Buffett

We enjoy the process far more than the proceeds.
Warren Buffett

I think when you spread the wealth around it's good for everybody.
Barack Obama

If you're walking down the right path and you're willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress.
Barack Obama

We're not going to baby sit a civil war.
Barack Obama

I'm not a smart man, but I know what love is.
Forrest Gump

I love waking up in the morning not knowing where I'm gonna go or who I'm gonna meet. Just the other night I was sleeping under a bridge, and now here I am, on the grandest ship in the world, having champagne with you fine people.
Titanic

Love means never having to say you're sorry.
Love Story

If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go. ----> huhuhu ;ccc

Prove the truth, NOT the rubbish agreement

Gw udah mulai mikir. Mungkin blog gw agak menyedihkan dan sangat membosankan. Biarlah (hapus cinta) sama feeling kyk gt. Anggap aja gw nulis buat kepuasan gw sendiri. Karena blog ini kan punya gw, jd mau diapain kek jg yaaa itu urusan gw! Soo this my officially diary. Enjoy what you get people :’)

But by the way, awalnya niat bikin blog tuh pengen bs ngelucu. Menurut gw lumayan banyak kisah lucu dan unik di sekitar kehidupan gw. Tapi begitu gw tulis. Boseeeenin banget. Bahasa gw itu loh yang gabisa luwes. Dan yah mungkin that’s my truly style. Boring and boring. Serious and nothing to make people can laugh for it.

Dan lagi-lagi gw mengeluh.

Komersialisasi pendidikan

Maaf klo lagi-lagi membosankan. Tapi inilah gw dengan segala ke ga santai-annya. Gw skeptis dan kritikal atas hal-hal yang ga masuk akal kyk gt seandainya kalian mau lebih tahu dan peduli.

Pleeeeaase para anggota dewan. Pikirkan para masyarakatmu secara keseluruhan! Negerimu kaya tapi banyak rekan sejawatmu membuatnya menjadi miskin karena kemiskinan moral mereka.

Buktikan iklamu wahai partai yang mengaku membuat negeri ini benar-benar mentapkan anggaran pendidikannya 20%. Lucu deh klo ngeliat cara mereka beriklan. Lucu juga deh pemilu tahun depan.

World is bigger as we ALL know

What the heck? Am i veryy not a santai person? YESS they said.
I'm just too care for all the thing happen in the world. but it's not a meaning that i cant solve the problem without angry feeling or something not in a good mood way. i'm just critical and skeptical. that's one of my reason why i love about politic, world news, and law. i'm curious about that.
This feeling makes me more sure that i can get the faculty of law than the economic one. even i also very excited about economic syariah which the syariah thing will make me better as a Moslem.
Sooo let's see how this 3-4 months (or maybe more) going. i just waiting for my God's will.

I'm Introvert based from my dad & cheerful based from my mom