Please Give this efforts a chance

This is trully my biggest wish of the year. Pleeaaase God, give me that public university! cause i dont want to make my parents waste much money in my college life. i want to be independent. i want to make them happy, bigger for myself. please, erase this laziness. please, give me a chance to make them proud of me. please, give me a sureness of my soul & my science skill. And please, give my family all the best ;----) Let this afforts answer it.